hirashi09kawame

Ummm i don't really know how to begin but i used to trace art and post it here claiming the traced art was just refrence alot of people figured it out already and gave me advice that i should stop but my young attention seeking self didn't listen i was so insecure about my art so that's why i traced i know that is no excuse but when i saw that alot of people say to me "Wow that looks so good!" i was happy but at the same time it wasn't even my art to be proud of just my tracing skills i felt ashamed a few monthes later i saw alot of artists on tumblr getting depressed and quitting because of people like me and art thieves i felt horrible guil

Which you probably did BUT! i am gonna upload something soon yeap I want to say the reason is because of school that i am not active because then you might understand but nope that is not that problem i actually even have 4 days off school i just can't find good linearts to color yes such a pathetic excuse huh? I only color linearts here and draw every now and then but i feel really insecure about my drawings lately that it's just not possible everythng i draw is just.. Horrible lately when i search on Pixiv for linearts it's either they are good and i did them or they are good and someone did them way too good or they are just... Not so go

Yeah got my computer back actually a few days ago i did i am working on a WIP a very hard one because my hands hate me lately for not using them for so long Q u Q;; I just thought you guys should know that i am not dead hopefully i will post better artwork after looking at mine again it was mostly moments of "OMG WHY." Anyway~ gah why am i not doing kiribans and art i owe?! I am such a lazy brat i am so sorry guys really so so so so sorry i feel like a horrible person Q u Q i will post stuff this week after my homework is done i became so busy from school stress fuuu thank you vacation.